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Monday, March 12, 2007
finally, i am updating. its been really annoying how i always ended up in vain each time i attempted to log in. i thought it was the computer or something. or that i forgot my username or password. only to find out a few minutes ago that it was just my plain stupidity. my spelling is also deteriorating. this is what you get when you're jobless or out of school for almost a year. so beware, all ya bums out there! but i came up with an excuse. i only use my brain slightly so that its price wont depreciate as much just in case i plan on selling it. in fairness, i dont think all bums are a lazy ass. sometimes people leave school out of necessity or they remain unemployed for a long time because luck is not on their side. but for me, id like to think its a different kind of story. i am where i am am today because this is exactly where God wants me to be. but its not easy living like this. most of the time, i have to close my eyes and pray for strength and trust. there are also times when i feel like im running out of stock but He is good. He Himself holds my hands each time i get tired of holding on to my faith. since i am what you can call a couch potato (except in the mornings during which i go to the gym to work out and read all sorts of newspapers), i try to entertain myself with shows on the telly for as long as my eyes aren't hurting. this is so new to me since i was never a fan of long hours of watching tv. there's AI (i am surprised and pissed that sanjaya is still there), national geographic, ANC, and cartoons. its also amusing to tune in to BBC sometimes. ive never done that before because for me, brit accents translated sentences to blah blah blah. but true, things change and my taste for current events delivered in an english accent is not an exemption. moreover, i think ive somehow given up my weekly trips to the theatres and dermatologist as i neither have salary nor allowance. that means im no longer updated as far as movies are concerned and that the zits are back. the ultimate pleasure i probably had since i got back is the chocolate mousse my brother bought me or the fishing activity i had with my little cousins a month ago or so. whichever sounds more fun to you if they are fun at all. but i still consider myself lucky. coz at least i only have myself to support. i dont have a family to feed, shelter, or send to school. if anything, my only responsibility to others is to love the people around me. Bone painted the world at 1:05 AM | |
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because if you choose silence, people take advantage of you.
because if you dont speak, they will tell lies. because if you dont care and simply live life, they make up stories. because if you are loved, others will bring you down.
sometimes, you need a place you can call your own. where all you see and hear is the truth. a place where you see colors instead of just black&white. a happy place. home.
