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Thursday, June 22, 2006
still at a lost but at least i get to laugh more than once a day now. and its not just laughing to make people think im happy. what i have is more like a kid's giggle as if she's just been tickled by her mom. and when i go to bed, i barely have worries to sleep on. i just tuck myself to bed to sleep. yes, it must be more peaceful now than it was there. although sometimes i think of my brother, too. he's almost home alone.. we're so used to having each other. but sometimes, one just have to let go. this is just one of the sacrifices we have to make in order to move forward. its not at all easy. it could have been if we didn't have so much bond or whatever you call it. huh! come to think of it, he's the closest thing i could have for a bestfriend.. and im lucky. coz i know in other families, some brothers and sisters dont even have whatever kind of relationship. family is really the greatest blessing i have ever received. this is my first summer here. usually, im here during spring. well, this isnt like my other trips anyway. this time, it isnt purely for fun.. i am here to learn as well. mostly to learn how to live and to get a life. had my first epistaxis the other day. probably even the first in my entire life. and i felt so alive. as if it was a confirmation of my existence. and at least i didnt need someone else for me to feel it. its all good, you know. now, im done just appreciating the simplest things. i now find pleasure in watering the plants, sweeping the floor, cooking even if i can barely cook, cleaning, watching teleseryes which i used to hate, staring at the mountains, playing with the dog, having long brisk walks, watching birds fying by, and of course, washing the dishes. in fact, i no longer stay on line for more than an hour. very blessed. thats how i feel most days. actually, we are all blessed. but whether or not to accept this simple fact is a choice we have to make... i think. happy weekend, everyone! Bone painted the world at 8:37 PM |
Tuesday, June 13, 2006
if only my internet does not suck all the time, then maybe i could blog like 247. or maybe if my life wasnt this boohoo, then maybe id tell you everything that happens every second of my life. lol. but the good news is, im leaving friday. and maybe, just maybe, the internet "there" would be much much better. then itd be really great. i wouldnt just put in texts.. i would probably even upload tons of graphics.. oh, so cant wait. but if there's one exciting thing that happened this month, thats when Pakkun (not his real name) got to stay here with us for almost two weeks. putting aside the fact that he's sickly, he's awesome and surely fun to be with. he has this weird way of making lambing and tampo. actually, his overall behavior is quite bizarre for his type. but that makes him so lovable -- his uniqueness. aww.. its only been 4 days since he left and i already miss him terribly. look at the alien doggy.. uh... he's more like a tamed ferret.. i think.
noooo!! he's not the one in MIB. please. in a local magazine, i read dumaguete being a favorite spot of a certain Unang Hirit host. geez, thats strange. coz i was there last week, and i didnt find it whoa! you know what i mean? but i must admit sta. monica resort provided me a good ambience. relaxing. and the smell of the beach is just super. now that i remember, the main reason i didnt appreciate dumaguete that much was because i had my period. which means i wasnt able to swim until my last night there. also, its so hard to find a good sastre there who'd accept a rush job. hehe. strangely though, there was this guy in dumaguete. the first time i saw him there was in a church. but whats really weird is that he's been in my dreams for like 2 or 3 nights already. then there was also this little homecoming for my lolo-slash-uncle who had not been to ifugao (his home town) for 40 years. one whole day of karaoke equals fun. add good food and family to that and voila! super. only in ifugao. =) time has been running so fast that i dont even hear the clock tick anymore.. but i might have overslept too much coz when i woke up, everyone around me is either getting married, married already, pregnant or already has a baby. geez.. where was i?? riza has been trying to convince me to get married.. ya right, as if! plus, theres no way im getting married if its not nov. 24, 2011 yet. haha. and since the day i woke up, ive been really busy with eveything. busy with my balikbayan relatives, out-of-town trips, pertinent documents which i have to get fixed before i leave so as not to leave any headaches to my father dear.. uh huh, and i missed my 4th visit to bora as well as nba's game 2. my next vacation would be in california (if god permits.) and hopefully, ill get to meet up with you, kai! the trip is supposed to help me find myself. to cleanse me from my confusion and everything negative. i feel _____ these days. just fill in the blank coz i cant find the right word myself. its just that there are lot of things in my mind. plans, dreams, fears.. everything. when i reach the age of 26, i want to have my own business, car, house and extra money. and at 28, id be getting married! yes, im a dreamer but the great titadon says its feasible. and i beliee her coz in her early twenties, she was already successful and been travelling the world for 10 years now. she's only 32, mind you.. she's such an inspiration. and that i think is what family is supposed to be -- an inspiration. Bone painted the world at 7:33 PM | |
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