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Wednesday, March 28, 2007
anything related to the word examination makes me super paranoid. licensure exams, medical exams, driving test, drug test, final exams.. whatever. but the medical technician who extracted blood from me is soo amiable (ya, sarcasm is one service i am good at.), panic was not option this morning. me: gaano karami kukunin sakin? med tech: mga 3 cc. (walang ngiti or eye contact yan ha.) me: pwede bang himatayin? (of course, i wasnt really going to faint. i was just trying to divert paranoia and nervousness.) med tech: .... NR. not even a glance or smile. and then silence... i went to the gym after. but then it was too late when i realized i forgot to bring rubber shoes. thats how paralyzed i could get when the word exam is in my thoughts. when i took the International English Language Testing System or IELTS last February 24 (now you know another reason why i wasnt visible in cyberspace for another century), my brother knew i was considering to run away. so he went to Edsa Shangrila Hotel to accompany me. he did not actually leave until he saw me enter the testing room. "sige na, iwan mo na ko," i instructed him. but he refused, "pumasok ka na muna. baka tumakbo ka eh." my brother knows me so well. he could probably be my best friend. panu pa kaya yung mga kasali sa American Idol? if i was one of the contestants, my blood pressure could go as high as 300/250. unlike sanjaya who seems pretty confident despite his ___ . see, theres not even an appropriate word for him. as simon put it, he has his own universe that it doesnt even matter what the judges say.. what makes me think my words would even matter? geez.. Bone painted the world at 8:18 PM | |
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because if you dont speak, they will tell lies. because if you dont care and simply live life, they make up stories. because if you are loved, others will bring you down.
sometimes, you need a place you can call your own. where all you see and hear is the truth. a place where you see colors instead of just black&white. a happy place. home.
