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Friday, September 15, 2006
its never easy sticking with someone whose behavior is not much understood by most people. you choose to stay because you know that most of the time, it is this sort of people who needs help the most. sometimes it gets harder when you can clearly see its going to cause you a lot of trouble. that its going to bring you sh*t. its like being in a tragic movie where the ship youre in is sinking and you have to choose who to save: the one you love or yourself. there would be some points when you'll feel like its been to much and you would jsut want to leave and walk away. it happens. sometimes you just run out of patience. but the very moment you think of giving up on a certain person, guilt starts to crawl under your skin. like you deserve to care only for others. as if it is a shame to love yourself more than anyone else in this world. so then again, you choose to stay and maybe, just maybe, be a little stronger. im not sure this is about you and me. or anyone for that matter. all i am sure of is that i am no longer the one and only. people around me have been showing signs here and there. but i just shook my head and try not to notice. but its all clear now. i am the leading lady no more. its not just me anymore. in fact, i think (and feel), theres no more me at all.
ps. ill post some bday related pics next time. its not a lot but it should be enough to tell you how its been lately. here's one photo:
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