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Sunday, August 13, 2006
[edit] homesickness triggered by watching sugarfree's burnout through youtube. so its UAAp again. tsk. no biggie. one whole day of Blogskin searching & bloghopping, and found nothing. barely ate today and yesterday. but im still alive. i miss the streets of Filipinas.. weird but i actually miss the traffic, and having to survive from all the kabastusan and kayabangan sa daan. there, even if i dont get enough sleep, ive never felt sleepy when driving. and the congestion gives me time to talk to myself, ponder on things, and dream. last weekend, my cousin and i had this heated argument. coz he thinks i wont be able to handle US driving. like hello?! he was like, "eh sa freeway?" everyone's been like that to me. telling me same lagot-ka-pag-nag-freeway-ka-na-comments. ya right! i wanna see them thrive among jeepney, bus and truck drivers in manila. or manila drivers in general. speedlimit in freeway is 75mph. and drivers here are relatively goody goodies. my cousin wont even believe we could drive faster than that. he thinks PIlipinas doesnt even have a road that could accomodate more than 75mph driving.. erm.. how about katipunan, eastwood, north/south express ways when its not rush hour? i just hate it when people underestimate me. much more if they insult our dear Pilipinas. geez. just because they get their license fair and square here, that doesnt give them the authority to bullsh*t us. i forgot the exact words, but he even made a comment that basically says its NOT possible for Filipinos to drive at least 75mph coz we cant even afford petroleum products. makes sense. it actually hit me. i mean, why drive and consume gas more than one could afford.. but hey, ever heard the word tact? geez. driving in the streets of manila is like a rollercoaster ride. driving in california is just like sitting in a couch watching the telly. and im not giving anyone the permission to disprove what im saying here. darn it. i miss real driving. real action. the kind of driving that empowers me. although its amazing and impressive to see the road and streets owned by the pedestrians, i miss the congested streets where wheels reign. i miss home. but you know, one thing ive learned is you dont plan your homecoming. youll feel it when its time to go home. and sadly, now is not my time. give me another month. or two.. or.. hmm. i am somehow trapped in the middle. pilipinas doesnt anymore seem so home as much as it did. and california is definitely not my home.. not yet. the other night, i felt like flying to canada. suddenly, i can feel it calling my name. im terribly missing home, but the question is: where is my home? [/edit] parinig kay kai, shai.. o kung sino man diyan: its been a long time since i last revamped my site. and i am so hungry for a new layout but im a lil lazy to do it myself. can anyone help me please? =) Bone painted the world at 10:53 AM | |
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because if you choose silence, people take advantage of you.
because if you dont speak, they will tell lies. because if you dont care and simply live life, they make up stories. because if you are loved, others will bring you down.
sometimes, you need a place you can call your own. where all you see and hear is the truth. a place where you see colors instead of just black&white. a happy place. home.
