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Monday, July 24, 2006
yes, it took me that long to satisfy my craving for balsamic vinegar. i had to wait for me to puke before i could realize ive overdone it. since its been more or less 3 days, i decided to not edit my previous entry and make a new post instead. almost three days and a lot already happened. at least in my current lifetime. last saturday, we had a despidida (go away party) for our family friends who are moving to san antonio, texas. according to those creatures, its more of a business strategy than any thing else. tip: they said theres going to be a new oil company in texas and once it materializes, the state will definitely boom! noting that that's how california started its career daw. im thinking this must be a good news for kai. yesterday, a family friend whom i havent seen for more than three years dropped by. not much happened but you know how it is seeing someone you havent seen for a long time. the feeling itself is good. and then the prodigal son (H) finally came back. i am not a mother yet so i really dont know how it feels when a son goes into a hiatus. but seeing my aunt go through this sitation, i kinda have an idea. what i partly dont get is how other parents dont understand the longing of my aunt to at least see her son's face even from afar, how contented she is just listening to her son's voice when i put my cellphone on loudspeaker every time i get to talk to H, or how it lightened her day when i told her "tita, i checked out friendster and it says its only been three days since kuya H last logged in. that means he's alive." "talaga? buhay ang anak ko," said she with twinkling eyes. after a month or so of haggling with my cousin, which was always over the phone, i was finally able to convince him to see his mom. the moment he said yes, i was thrilled. i figured its going to thrill everybody most especially my aunt. it was around 10pm. i immediately called her up to tell her the news, instructing her not to leave her house coz H is picking me up then we'd go there together. little did i expect that i also have to negotiate with my other aunt and grandparents for them to allow me facilitate "the homecoming." this morning, aunt2 called me up and she sounded really upset saying i better call my grandpa, which i immediately did. only to find out how disappointed he is. better not go into details, but do you see the picture? do you feel the tension? though i am not sure where the tension is coming from.. my granpa is nice and always fun to be with.. as much as i want to spend time with everyone, isa lang ang katawan ko. and my being with H today doesnt mean that to me, he's more special than everyone else in the family. its just that he is the prodigal son. Bone painted the world at 11:14 AM | |
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