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Thursday, June 22, 2006
still at a lost but at least i get to laugh more than once a day now. and its not just laughing to make people think im happy. what i have is more like a kid's giggle as if she's just been tickled by her mom. and when i go to bed, i barely have worries to sleep on. i just tuck myself to bed to sleep. yes, it must be more peaceful now than it was there. although sometimes i think of my brother, too. he's almost home alone.. we're so used to having each other. but sometimes, one just have to let go. this is just one of the sacrifices we have to make in order to move forward. its not at all easy. it could have been if we didn't have so much bond or whatever you call it. huh! come to think of it, he's the closest thing i could have for a bestfriend.. and im lucky. coz i know in other families, some brothers and sisters dont even have whatever kind of relationship. family is really the greatest blessing i have ever received. this is my first summer here. usually, im here during spring. well, this isnt like my other trips anyway. this time, it isnt purely for fun.. i am here to learn as well. mostly to learn how to live and to get a life. had my first epistaxis the other day. probably even the first in my entire life. and i felt so alive. as if it was a confirmation of my existence. and at least i didnt need someone else for me to feel it. its all good, you know. now, im done just appreciating the simplest things. i now find pleasure in watering the plants, sweeping the floor, cooking even if i can barely cook, cleaning, watching teleseryes which i used to hate, staring at the mountains, playing with the dog, having long brisk walks, watching birds fying by, and of course, washing the dishes. in fact, i no longer stay on line for more than an hour. very blessed. thats how i feel most days. actually, we are all blessed. but whether or not to accept this simple fact is a choice we have to make... i think. happy weekend, everyone! Bone painted the world at 8:37 PM | |
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because if you choose silence, people take advantage of you.
because if you dont speak, they will tell lies. because if you dont care and simply live life, they make up stories. because if you are loved, others will bring you down.
sometimes, you need a place you can call your own. where all you see and hear is the truth. a place where you see colors instead of just black&white. a happy place. home.
