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Tuesday, May 30, 2006
apologies.. i didnt mean to post a blank entry. if you could even call it an entry. haha. i wasnt even aware of it. i guess that makes it a lil obvious that i am still a little lost these days, huh? im finally "breaking up" with tj.. if you still remember who he is.. but its rather for a good cause. okay, okay. tj is the accord i just got a little over a year ago. my dad and i decided to sell it already. come to think of it, we were planning to sell even before we could even get me a car. tsk. tsk. and people were telling me theyd buy it from me before i could even tell them id sell it. tsk. tsk. and now that im actually selling it, those guys suddenly vanished. as in poof! guys guys.. all talk. how tragic. im really really starting to let go of my old life. i think. aside from finally agreeing to sell the car, i also gave up some of my stuffs already. and not just some stuffs. you know, things that used to mean a lot to me.. things that i thought i cant live without.. its not really because i hate my life now. but its rather because i want to redirect my life. i want to move forward and the only way to do so is to let go of the past and stop holding back. and with moving forward, i mean moving towards God, success, good health and happy life. hopefully. still unemployed and ill probably be such for only God knows how long, but it doesnt bother me that much anymore. i dont know, my fantasies and illusions somehow convinced me that good things are waiting for me. how true? no idea. for the moment, ill continue living. after all, thats the only option i have. Bone painted the world at 10:39 PM | |
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because if you choose silence, people take advantage of you.
because if you dont speak, they will tell lies. because if you dont care and simply live life, they make up stories. because if you are loved, others will bring you down.
sometimes, you need a place you can call your own. where all you see and hear is the truth. a place where you see colors instead of just black&white. a happy place. home.
