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Friday, April 28, 2006

mild to moderate anxiety, undioagnosed. although i have not consulted a doctor yet (as if its socially acceptable here in our country to seek even just a psychiatric consultation), i am positive that i am more or less (more on the more) neurotic. we all have our neurotic moments. neurosis is different from psychosis, by the way. the difference between the two is for you to find out.

i thought i am ready for the big test (actually, i really WAS ready) but each day, my apprehensions continue to progress hence the decreasing learning ability, memory and sanity. i was really, really determined and focused to top "it" since february until holy week arrived. i was literally pushed to be out of track. and now i find it so hard to go back. as a result, my id and superego are in major conflict. if i fail to setlle this, it will ultimately lead to the falldown of my ego a.k.a. personality and disintegration of my perception of reality. although being normal is quite.. uhm.. boring, i would say.. mental breakdown is still something i dont want to happen just because of some examination.

as self-centered as it may sound, i decided to protect my ego and save myself from further insanity. to do just that, ive made up my mind. i will run away. and i have actually planned a specific escape. (may the good lord help me.)

i am running away.

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