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Friday, March 31, 2006
I have kept my silence for quite a while.. I just thought I didn't owe anyone an explanation or anything… sabi nga nila, "your enemies won't believe you and your friends don't them them.." but I figured I have to say my piece and I have a lot to say, you know! And besides, I miss blogging, bloghopping, and my fellow bloggers. 1. You know how it is when someone you trust suddenly betrays you? If you know how it feels, triple it.. or maybe times ten even. coz its not just one person, its like a whole family. Bullshit, isn't it? but I don't mind. I prefer to look at the bright side. I realized my family isn't that bad after all. And that some people are just so lupa for me and they made it so easy for me to see that. At least it didn't take me years to figure that it is not the kind of family I would want to be involved with.. I guess everything was just a façade but thank god, the wall that used to separate me from reality is now smashed to smithereens. I've remained stoic though. Think it is better this way. It is easier to move on, it is easier to let go of people and events that were not really meant for me. To quote Kate Hudson in Alex and Emma, "there are some things that are nothing more than what they are. they're not meant to last. they just take their place in your heart and make you a little smarter the next time." 2. for you: I am not giving anyone the right to insult me or my intelligence, capacities, and my existence. No, you have no right at all just as I have no right to judge you and your being. ugh, not to brag or anything, but I didn't go to dlsu for nothing.. hello?! did you even pass ust? coz when i took the entrance exams there, i fell asleep and passed it still. oh, did you pass up? hindi rin? how about admu? i didnt try there.. oh, no, you didnt pass anywhere? so why do you act like youre the most intelligent person in this world? oh yeah, you got yourself a mental disease.. grandiosity. tsk. oh please, get a life. i so don't like the idea of people judging me when in fact they know nothing about me. never tell what i can or cannot do. because, although i am not a fan of vengeance --and pleeease, i dont have the time for that -- i find so much pleasure doing what people say i cannot do. haters and distractors.. sweetie, you're all my inspiration. so before you even regret having said something about me, you better start hiding under your mom's skirt coz i promise people will laugh at you for talking ill. but no, instead of commencing another world war, i prefer keeping my grace and controlling my temper. i am being patient as much as i can, i leave it all to my Savior. 3. "welcome back nerd.." or simply hearing my name.. it just makes me feel so at home. ive left earth for the longest time, wasted a part of my life with creautres who just sucked on my blood. but its nice to know that when it was time to come back, those real and faithful were there just waiting for me to come home. nice, isn't it? 4. which reminds me... do you even have friends? no, aside from your girl/boyfriend.. no, not the ones you get to say hi and hello to just because you go to the same office or something.. no! not even those who want to sit beside you just because you will let them copy your answers.. you know, someone who will be there to cry or laugh with you.. listen to you with all sincerity.. share secrets with.. someone who will choke you to death until you wake up from a destructive fantasy.. someone who will stab you in front.. you know what i mean.. do you? do you have at least one real friend? i have and with that, i have more than enough reason to be happy. 5. then he said, "about three weeks ago, i woke up and asked myself what the hell am i looking for when i already have the best woman in the world.." sweet. he looked so happy and vibrant that all i could do was smile back and say "good for you.. good for you." i really hope its true coz ive already put a curse on all players -- they will all go straight to hell! hehe. oh, and liars too. 6. i keep at least two pics of my Chiz -- one in my wallet and another plastered in my car -- then someone asked "boyfriend mo?" haha. i refused to answer. ya right.. the only reason ive put his photo in front of the driver's seat of my car is to remind me of my taste. and my standards on men every now and then. that way, i will not forget my worth again. and never again to like someone out of his league. 7. Poks! haha.. and we thought we're happy being singles eh? hehe. i really am so happy for you. =) i know you have lot of love to give... a keep smiling. 8. can somebody please destroy all my brother's naruto cd? its driving me insane.. haha. its so addictive. especially the chuunin named shikamaru. he's funny. he reminds me of me. he thinks everything is troublesome. he's too lazy that people would usually underestimate him. haha. he is officially my favorite. but it sucks coz i checked out this anime store and looked for shikamaru stuff. what did i get? ugh, just a notebook.. all other naruto-related stuff are not all shikamaru-related. 9. tomorrow is april fool's day.. and my mom's birthday!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MOMMY! Bone painted the world at 12:10 PM |
Saturday, March 04, 2006
 something big is coming. its giving me a heart attack. i figured i have to be prepared for it... and so i decided to stay away from what is pleasurable as much as possible. sacrifice. thats what i call it. im keeping my fingers crossed. hopefully, its all going to turn out good. ... praying sooo hard for it. Bone painted the world at 8:33 PM |
Wednesday, March 01, 2006
 classic design. nylon strings. with pick-up/amp. comes with case. barely used. super slim..! ideal for beginners.. loved by the experts.. hehe. Php 3k (neg!!) For more pictures, visit: http://bonebunoan.multiply.com/market If interested, please leave your name + contact numbers(s) through haloscan. thanks, ++ bone ++ Bone painted the world at 3:00 PM | |
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because if you choose silence, people take advantage of you.
because if you dont speak, they will tell lies. because if you dont care and simply live life, they make up stories. because if you are loved, others will bring you down.
sometimes, you need a place you can call your own. where all you see and hear is the truth. a place where you see colors instead of just black&white. a happy place. home.
