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Saturday, June 25, 2005
been to tagaytay yesterday.. i always thought of it as a romantic place.. but yesterday, i discovered the mundane part of it. ack! where is the bone who appreciates even the simplest entity?? if you happen to find her, let me know... but in fairness to those i was with yesterday, i had fun (temporary bliss).. the boating.. the trekking.. the dinner.. picture taking.. horse back riding.. praying.. i enjoyed everything.. ah no, i hated that i missed lunch. i was so dead hungry since around 9 am and we ate at prolly around 2 pm already. god, i thought i was going to die right then and there. whew! ako pa man lang din, alaskahin mo na ko ng alaskahin, i wont get pikon.. wag lang akong malilipasan ng gutom.. otherwise, the mischievous sprite in me awakens. hayayay.. im thankful for everyone i was with during my latest tagaytay trip.. but there are four people whom i think have been quite exceptional: connie, who held my hands when my oxygen supply was literally depleting.. duds, who did just the same. hes such a sweetie.. him and mel, who never left my side and listened to me when i instructed to forget everything and just enjoy the horse ride and trusted me when i said "akong bahala sayo".. and of course, moski, who made me laugh almost until i already forgot how to breathe.. for doing most of the driving even if he was already tired and sleepy.. and of course, for taking care of my fathers most precious van. hehe. ... in an instant, my happiness vanished. ive been frowning for two days now. as if i have to force myself smile. to laugh at silly jokes suddenly requires too much effort on my part. whatever the reason, i cannot disclose here. i choose not to tell anyone what is causing my wretchedness. but please allow me to vent how i feel. i am feeling lonely. no more in high spirits. and this disappoints me big time. i so want to once again find the ecstasy i once had... the kind of exhilaration i was holding just the other day.. the other week.. a few days ago.. unending bliss.. hayyy.. its so hard to find. ... warning: never underestimate the great bone. never.. i repeat, NEVER tell me what i can and cannot do coz you dont even know me. you are not me. **umuusok ang ilong ko** now, give me something to drink.. a cigarette to light (i dont smoke). ... what bone wants, bone gets.. otherwise.. beware. and oh, never make me jealous, youll regret it. yes, im a BRAT. so laban ka? haha. **nadudurog ang puso.. habang umuusok ang ilong.** bad bone. ... galit ako sayo. i hate you. you hurt me big time. bleh! if i cant even look straight into your eyes, then its you im talking with. lets talk no more. **scream** ... thank god for the wonderful massage i got tonight. hayy... Bone painted the world at 9:36 PM | |
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