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Wednesday, June 01, 2005
i got myself a 3-day off. thank god. but now, i have got nothing else to do but watch the telly, listen to the radio, eat or submit myself to the internet.. i have been a total couch potato for two days (this is just my second day).. but im not comlaining, you know. this is actually the kind of life ive been wanting to have. it may be boring to some, but for me, its super! my supposed-to-be-flatmate, lara, is going to kill me. she's in the states right now and she'll be back on the 7th. she's expecting that ive already settled in our new unit.. well, i actually payed for the down.. and the admin is already waiting for me to transfer... thing is, i just got my new schedule for the next semester and turns out, i wont be needing to move out after all. my new hospital will just be near our house plus i wont be having any classes on thursdays, fridays, and saturdays.. so what's the need to rent a flat near the school, right?? at first, my dad freaked out and reminded me that i already gave the downpayment and all that.. but after hearing my explanations, he had to agree with me... the next thing that i did was to inform lara.. shoot!! she's literally in panic.. not to mention, mad at me! "bone, ayos na lahat eh!! na-plano na natin to eh! nakakainis naman eh. wala akong matitirhan pagbalik ko," she kept telling me. true. she has nowhere else to go except for the flat we're supposed to be living in. she can't move there by herself. why not? ask her. i offered my place for free but she declined. i was actually thinkin to sacrifice instead and live there until she finally gets someone else to live with her but its going to be costly on my part considering that if ever, i will just be staying there 3 days a week and i will still have to bring a car with me since my new hospital will be soooo far far away from there... BUT THEN, i figured ive been very very selfless my entire life... and its about time that i let myself be on top of my priorities.. i owe this to myself.... my closest friends are, of course, on my side.. before, my friends used to tell me "maging selfish ka naman minsan." i think, now is the time.. ito na siguro yung minsan na sinasabi nila. but how come it doesn't feel right?? guilt is all over me.. but if i choose to transfer (just to make lara happy), it would be so dragging for me and i would be wasting a lot of my money.. and my father's money.. and then it would surely make me more guilty..... and ugly! question: what to do when you like someone and that someone is NOT even interested in you? or when someone seems interested in you but you just dont feel the same way? on a happy note, i will be reuniting with my blockmates on june 10. yipee!! some are still in school but most of them are already working slaves. haha. i so can't wait.. hooray, lc20!! i will be going to the province this weekend. out of town. away from the busy districts of metro manila...hope ill have a good time. i swear i will be bringing home a live chicken. and then my brother's friend said he's going to give me one, too! i keep bugging him to give me at least one live chicken. do you think fowls of this kind will make a good pet?? hmm.. shai, thanks for the plugs. Bone painted the world at 2:53 PM | |
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