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Tuesday, May 03, 2005
i found myself inside a chapel. while mass is on-going. i myself was surprised. "what am i, a non-traditional catholic, doind here?" i thought. perhaps, its a calling. i dont know. but i took it as a sign that today's going to be alright. better than the days that had already passed. i quite dont remember the "script" people follow during a mass or something. but there was this something that seem to oblige me to pray for something. so i did. "lord, bahala ka na sa akin. you know whats right and best for me. so, bahala ka na," i said to Him. i felt a very "light" feeling.. i dont know. call me OA, but honestly, i felt as if some of my burdens were taken away from me. by the way, during the mass, the priest revealed that there are 61 patients in the Ospital ng Maynila. 61 ONLY. yesterday, they were 62, but one pediatric patient died. so there, 61. the reason: a few resident doctors quit their jobs, because of gossip and certain (money)issues.. thus, the hospital can not accept a lot of patients.. because, there will be no medical doctors to look after them. the priest is requesting for our prayers rgarding this matter. i know i can count on you, guys.. and girls. :) on my way home, i asked the driver, "nagustuhan ba ni daddy yung accord?" "hindi kasi kami nagkausap eh," he replied. sigh. "saan ako magpapahtid, sa bahay or office," i texted my dad. "syempre sa office. hintaying pa natin si kuya mo." gawd, still no signs.. deep inside i was already wishing so hard that sana my dad jsut wanted to suprise me. but i convinced myself not to expect any surpirses coz more or less (more on the more) ill just end up being disappointed. WOW! guess what my forever loving father presented to me when i arrived his office... *drum roll please..* a silver accord!! ooh, i love my life. and now, i realize just how stupid and superficial of me to wallow over material matters -- you know, things that dont really matter.. NOT. haha. im happy today. period. :) Bone painted the world at 5:16 PM | |
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