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Tuesday, May 17, 2005
im busy but bored. sigh. i want to call up my bestfriend but im not sure we have something to talk about.. and i dont think id be able to stand a non-sense chismisan right now since im always tired, and gawd, heat is killing me! aside from ann, i so want to talk to cla, too. it was her birthday last saturday but none of us is able contact her.. we've been trying to reach her through whatever possible means.. but dang, she's so out of reach! im desperate. summer is almost over and i still haven't gone to the beach. no, not even to a pool or something. there are times that i am already urged to buy myself a kiddie pool (you know, the one you inflate or something then you load it with water, hehe). kaya naman, when i learned that my dad's going to batangas this thursday, i was so determined to go with him. come what may! thank god, i have no work at the hospital on thursday. BUT on friday, i have a duty at seven in the morning. kakapalan ko na lang mukha ko. ill ask my dad's driver to bring me to the hospital at around 3:30 or 4:00 am on friday. just so id be able to see the beach. i really am that desperate. hayy.. uber-tired. yes. you know, its true that when youre sleepless and fatigued, you tend to be un-effective. im disappointed with my performance in the hospital today.. all i had to say was "hindi ko kaya. tatawag na lang ako ng clerk/intern na gagawa." but in reality, i just chose not to do anything becuase i was super sleepy and no longer hungry (kasi nalipasan na ng gutom!. and when the supervisor pulled me out and said that we can go home already, i got over excited that i totally forgot my shoes inside the dressing room. hopefully, walang magnakaw nun dun! my eyes are hurting. i had a hard time driving today. its either i already need a new pair of eyeglasses with higher grade(s) or maybe, im just really exhausted from the hospital. to make it worse, i ate an expired cake! so my digestive system is revolting at the moment. nakakahiya pa coz jayjay called and he was asking me out (again) and as always, i declined. but this time, i didnt have to lie. coz really, there's something going on inside my tummy. he was like "parang hindi naman halata e (na lagi kang may palusot)." oh well, dont care that much. i dont think i can ever go out with him. no, even if he's already a model-model-an with a gorgeuos bod! haha. walang spark e. naks! not only that. i also dont see any sincerity. enough said. i think i miss someone. someone i am not romantically involved with. was never. but the thought of him makes me smile. so i dont think its really a bad thing to miss this someone, right? right. Bone painted the world at 10:49 PM | |
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