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Saturday, April 30, 2005
i lost Manuel. im heartbroken.. AGAIN. i feel so incapable. and its driving my dad crazy.. last tuesday, someone saw Manuel.. and instantly fell in love with him. without hesitations, that someone, took him immediately away from me. and i didnt do anything about it. at first i thought it would be cool. i wanted everything old in my life to be gone.. as i wanted to start anew.. so i thought it was okay to discard manuel.. i was thinking id be able to find a replacement.. better than him. but since he's been gone, i could no longer function as usual. i could no longer carry on with my typical tasks and all that. it bothered my father so much. it made him worry to bits that he'd always request his driver to drive me to my destinations and pick me up at the train station every time. it sucks that as if i can no longer do my things on my own.. i couldnt commute because my mind is always wandering.. and perhaps, i have become the most stupid person alive. its just that ive been so used to having manuel around. oh, the comfort he brings every time we're together is so.... ah, no words can explain. i thought id be fine without him.. but it has been less than a week since he left and i already miss having him.. terribly. i tried to search for the "replacement" i always dreamt of.. but to my despair, i couldn't find that one.. or least one that is better than manuel. ill keep searching.. until my eyes find THE ONE. but until then, i just have to deal with this kind of life.. the life of a commuter!! yup, manuel is the 4runner ive been driving before i could even get a license and until last monday, when a friend of mine decided to buy it the next day. ugh, i want manuel back!!! Bone painted the world at 11:38 AM | |
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